Start the rare moment that you forgot since all these years.
Now you chose...
Listen other words and feel them as your own. Feeling/words/silence times
Reason: Will you fail again? Are you sure that understand me?
Destiny, luck, divine providence... God? Lies and nothing more...
Me: Casually is logical this? Reason: No, is human.
Me: Is necessary? Reason: No, is instintive
Me: How many time? Reason: I have no idea
Another Day In The Life...
Me: Why me? Reason: Sometimes occurs, a day you are fine, you are a person that can live alone 12 hours of the day and other 12 hours improvising the life in any place... but a day you feel things that don't remember or you didn't live and these things take hold of you.
Me: It´s funny... Reason: What it's funny?
Me: All my life fighting against my sensations, and now surrender... Reason: Why you fight?
Me: I don't know... Reason: I suppused that you have got a bad life
Me: How can be a bad life the only life that I can know? Reason: I don't know...
Me: No, my life it's the best life because is mine! Reason: Maybe...
Me: Everyday, and now more than never I learn some new, some magic, some suprises, some sensations, some ideas, something and something more...
Reason: Stop, you said that were all your life fighting, that you didn't want be human an now tell me taht every day you want more
Me: Sometimes persons lie ourselves
Reason: It's no logical Me: No, but it's human
Reason: Are you lying now or before? Me: I don't know, I expect discover it
Reason: Do you want this situation then?
Me: Yes, I can't remember nothing that my failed loves, I can't remember who I am really since I was kid, and now I feel like a kid everytime borning inside surprises I find this brown eyes looking me in a laught. I want this time, and all you wants will be a surprise. This is the basic element of the dreams.
In this life there two greats questions: "Why?" and "Why not?" the key to happiness is know when make each one of the two.
Much time I've been doing the second, and all start like a product of this. But today I make the first and everyday think a different reason for answer this. And this conversation only have been a text where remind me that same.
Everything it's ok... let's go to continue and go to life!
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